Monday, September 12, 2016

Fearful of Decay

Iceland is right around the corner,and although I am super excited, it is a thorn for my pretend career.

I'm missing out on fall programs, and I can't get a job until November. I'm lucky to have the few gigs that I do.

Despite my whining, this Iceland trip is going to be amazing, and it is absolutely essential for Sam's well-being. Without this trip, Sam would go crazy next month, and for that, I am eternally thankful for the timing of our vacation.

Between the end of this week, and the beginning of Iceland, what am I going to do?

I can't spend much money, and ideally, I'll need cash for Iceland. During the next month, I need to invest in structuring my time, but I can't go crazy. I'm going to do everything in my power to avoid staying at home, but with no job, except Dirt Corps after the Manufacturing Academy, it's hard not to rot at home.

When you work hard, you romanticize free time.  I love the idea of endless free time, but realistically, I know I'm just going to decay mentally, physically and spiritually. Challenge is apart of being human. It makes us great, despite our flaws.


Anyways, I'll be around more.



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