Rants

My previous post on Ben was mean.

I regret writing  all that nasty stuff.. In fact, one of my primary reasons for writing such a detailed post like that, is that I like Ben. I want to go hiking with him. I want to be his friend, but it's frustrating because trust is an issue.

The whole prisoner/felony world. ..It's just not a world that I comprehend.

Yesterday, I biked to school, and it was exhilarating. Unfortunately after class, my u-lock key got jammed in the lock and now, my bike got stuck at school. It's been a day, and my bike is still stuck there now.

Kimani, a student in my class, got a job in Spokane WA. I'm really happy for him. Though, I confess that I'm a little sad we won't be friends after the Manufacturing Academy. ; I have a platonic crush on him. He's smart, funny and nice. What's not to like?

This girl Roxane joined our class, and I think she has a crush on Ben. It would be worrisome if she seemed oblivious to Ben's record, but I'm pretty sure she has some felonies too.  So, maybe the romantic flares of kindship will bond them? I'm excited, everybody needs a little love.

Class has been boring, and I catch myself thinking 'what am I actually doing here?'I guess, I want to make the world a better place. I want to have a livelihood, but I want to do good. It's a serious problem.