Overview

It's beyond reason and rationality, but today, I'm tired. I don't want to get up and move. It could be that my period started today or it could be an extreme form of laziness. I really can't tell.

Today is Lief's Birthday, and I'm not certain what to do with this information. For the most part, I want to stay out of sight and let him have his day. I feel pretty junky admitting this, but I don't like to being visible on a housemate's birthday. For my house, a Birthday is a huge deal. Theoretically, the birthday boy, girl or other can get whatever they want. Over the years this has been a huge source of stress, and I generally try to avoid it. - even if I wish the birthday person well.

The only birthday that I thoroughly enjoy is Sam's. He plans his own birthday, and even though there is occasional drama, his taste suites my own.

My last trip was volunteering at the Elwha, and I got a stewardship badge for my work there. It was a nice trip, but I only took a few pictures from it. I was too busy shoving pipes into the dirt and groping around the sand. Everything about the Elwha is spectacular, and you can be drenched head to foot in water and still have a pretty good time. I enjoyed my outing so much, I was saddened to return home. AT first, I was a social hermit, but as I got to know people, whole lives opened up to me, and it is always fascinating to hear how other people live.

I stayed at the ToadLily in Port Angeles, and it was a very nice hostel. I'll surely stay there again sometime.

Coming home, I'm kinda depressed. I'm broke as fuck, and despite my best wishes, I'm somewhat stuck inside the house. This weekend, I'm going snowshoeing at crystal mtn, and I don't even have a proper jacket for it. I do have a nice ice axe though, and I'm going to try my hardest to pass the more advanced snowshoeing class. Even though I know I'm not quite ready for it yet.
- Shit, I need to make sure I get $10 to rent my snowshoes.

Next week, I'm planning to go to a bunch of jobfairs, but I might want to consider a hike after that. I'm not fully certain what I really want. I want sporadic money from weird sources and to go on adventures. Or I want a high paying career that leads to more epic adventures. One or the other. Later today, I'm going to an amazon distribution center for an interview and a tour. I'm supposed to have proof of school, but I don't have the papers on me. Frankly, no one has hired me because of my education or if the did, they didn't care about proof. Anyways, I can't get it in time for the interview. So, I hope it doesn't cause problems. Having a fire hit your house, really fucks up your paperwork.

Last night, me and Sam went on a date and watched deadpool together. I think Sam really enjoyed deadpool but was kind of bummed out that we haven't had any quality time together. Sam and I really need to go on a good date.